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new xanga cause tihs layout looks like shitttt
http://xanga.com/carlyscala
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Love to the sexy trademarked Robert Pattinson pout. ^
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update later.
Yay or nay? Anyone's opinions, please.
GUESS WHAT!!!
Even if you don't like it...THAT'S MY DRESS!
I am so unbelievably pumped and I got a hugeass discount. (Love connectionsss)
The boys game was absolutely nailbiting. Down to the last second, literally. 53-53 til my man Cledus Q (Andrew Foster for you uneducated ones) came up a scored. FABBBULOUS. Can't forget all them peeps like Le Tedster, Wes, and my french-canadian pal Jonny. I was freakin out. I hung out with Chelsey, Emma, (who were both killin me to death with some funny stuff) Sarah, and Molly, then Chelsey and Emma had to go to lifting so itwas just me Sarah and Molly..lemme tell you what, I was clutching on to Sarah for deal life. Woo buddy, intense. I talked to all those guys' aboves parents, and i met seths dad.
Ed: Do you know carly scala?
Seth's dad (whose name I dunno): shes beautiful.
IT WAS SO COOL.
cause that was like, the first time i had ever seen him let alone talked to him.
well, now that thats over and done with.
do that thing above.
"There are 82 letters in here, and they're all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day, but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because it hurt so bad and I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way you make me feel - and I know that doesn't matter now after what I did, I just thought that you should know. This is how I spent my summer Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it."
- One Tree Hill
(kinda love that show)(a lot)
will i lose my dignity
will someone care
will i wake tomorrow
from this nightmare..
i'd DIE without you
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My weekend after that was pretty dull, sadly. I slept a lot and had some visitors here and there, but that's where it ends. I'm not looking forward to school tomorrow, nor do I ever. I need to do my english and my algebra2, so I'll do that after I hang out with my dad. We're seeing Glory Road so yeah. I still need to dry my hair and we're leaving soon, so I should probably head out..
Course not, I'm still here. My hair can look shitty, because my dad could care less. Anyway, lately I've just been drawing an assload. I haven't really felt the urge to really write, so I've been drawing. There's a catch, of course. I won't let anyone see it. Well, not all of it. I dunno, contructive criticism is great but you know that feeling of not being good enough? Yeah, it kinda comes out there for me. I know no one really CARES how well I draw, but I dunno. I'm not really spectacular at lots of things. DDR. And shopping. And that's about it. Oh, and helping people out. I'd like to say more, and I could be, but I just won't tell anyone. I'm sort of sitting here contradicting the hell out of myself. A teenager's mind, if you will.
Oh, more later. This didn't really make any sense anyway.
current state:
sick as a friggin, i dont even know.
but i do not wish to attend school tomorrow like this.
hey dad, great news! brette got me just as sick as her!
OKAY, a shitty amount of comments for someone who hasn't been this sick since she was 18 months.
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Happy birthday Emma and Kels..sorry I couldn't be there today.
prom dress, hopefully. you like?
prom date, be lookin for some matchin threads.
thats poetic?
youre pathetic.
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w e s 4 j j h s: ashton was in the bathrrom and we were standing there and he is in the stal and hes like guess what guys nbow im peeing in the toilet....now im not
w e s 4 j j h s: and u could like here it stopping
hahahah, update later w/pics and that jazzz
I don't like how people are looking for something. Looking for more. I admit, I have, but I currently am not and don't intend to soon. I believe that when something's supposed to come, it will, but you need to be patient and enjoy what's already been given to you. We don't appreciate what we have when we do have it, and desire it when we don't. It's like an endless cycle. I really appreciate my life right now. I admit, school's got me going insane, but I have so many friends who comply with everything I'm thinking (see the posts of doublex__down and lrsmith_9860) and who are going to help me out when I have a stress overload and just need a chillaxing moment. And I don't think I need much more than that. We all have our share of just random outbursts of complaints, but it's just stress and I'm lucky I have people who will just listen even if they don't really care. And you do too, I know you do. Yet we're looking for more somewhere else, and looking for happiness in someone else. If you want love, you have to start with yourself and work your way up. And it's not going to happen so fast, and I don't know why you would want it to. I admit, a boyfriend wouldn't be so bad, but there are lots of strings attached and worrying a lot, and I'm not ready for so much worry with all this schoolwork. But people tend to want someone else because they think it will make them happy. And, really, take it from me, it complicates what you're already dealing with, and as a kid, I know an excessive amount of complication is almost more than one can handle. And having so many feelings, I don't know how some people don't explode. No, having a boyfriend or girlfriend is not a bad thing, quite the opposite. But my point is, people are looking for something when they don't need it. If you look around, you have all the love you need in your everyday life, laughing with you and listening to you. And if that doesn't work for you, if simply being without a significant other just isn't good enough, then, truly? You don't deserve one anyway.
today, well, it was friday the 13th, so okay.
but it was a sweet day.
last day of class with cline, scoreee!
uhm, other than that i didnt do anything...and i just remembered i left my surveys at school.
SHITTTTTTT.
oh well, my fault.
i'll do them tuesday night.
3 day weekend, should be nice..
gotta get to the mall, sposedly theres some sidewalk sales..
i wanna see tristan&isolde.
and im not sure when we're doing emmas bday dinner..
ladies, lemme know!
tonight, the laurens are spending the night.
should be insaaaaaaane.
pics later, along w/some icons & quotes.
kay, now its saturdayy
lauren and lauren and carly is troubleeeeee
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
I deserve seriously like...50 comments for those.
Seriously, people care too much about what people think of them. I'm not going to be so bold as to say I don't, because I do. Everyone cares to some extent, because it's just how it is. But I've learned not to mind so much when people say I'm stupid or whatever the hell because I do dumb stuff like cover myself in chocolate with Lauren and Lauren. Life's wayyy too short not to just goof off like that. I admit, sometimes I do embarassing things, and it hurts when people make fun of me, but to no standards do I regret it! I have fun being a kid, and I'm not ready to stop just cause some people think it's immature. I'm 14, who the hell says I have to act serious ALL the time? I'm a good person to talk to when you need me, and then I sure know how to get you to have some fun right after. Kay? | | |
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post when i come home from the games.
What it is yo??
well, okay. so, today was pretty uneventful. pretty worn out. guys games against vandy, which we won. my teachers are all pretty much fags. i get to help with picture day tomorrow alongside some other cool cats, so it should be fun. hopefullyyy. it'll be pretty tiring, but you know, what can you do. thursday i'm going to probably go to the belpre game to see my love emily wettengel!! so that's pretty much fantastic.
Lauren57831: my mom is snoopy pretty much
Lauren57831: might as well give her a bone
pics laterrrrrrrr
lost my camera adapter, damnit!
so, some quotes i guess.
But so often we focus our energy and our desire on someone else. A person. A crush. We never get to explore that destiny we were designed for because we're so busy trying to get someone to like us. We put our lives on hold because we think we will automatically accomplish all the great stuff when we get old. But the only reason we have to wait 'til we get old is that we're too busy chasing hotties in high school. I have no doubt that most revolutionary things could have been done earlier if the people called to do them hadn't been messing around for so long. Just think about it. Get out a piece of paper right now and write down everything you would love to do. Make it big stuff: write a book, find the cure for cancer, backpack across Europe, swim with dolphins, restore an old hot rod, play college ball. Write down all the stuff you want to do in life.
Nathan: I screw up a lot, alright, and being around you I just don't wanna be that guy anymore.
Haley: Well, who do you want to be Nathan?
Nathan: I want to be somebody who's good enough to be seen with you.
True strength is holding yourself together when everyone else expects you to fall apart.
No, no, it's not okay, I'm not okay! When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared. I was so terrified. Then I saw you. I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you, I'd tell you how much I need you, and hoe much I want you, and how nothing else matters.
I don't wanna cry a tear for you, so forgive me if I do...
I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.
Tell me, a good time we've had together. From long ago to last night, I wanna know what you remember most about me, what you'll remember for a long time to come.
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